Living history. What exactly does that mean?
In the kitschy-est sense it means people dressing up and re-enacting some historical moment or period. This can be fun, and useful, but for me it distracts from the actual history of a place or a thing.
In Germany it feels like history is living in the most real sense. This is a nation whose past leaders plunged the continent into two bloody wars. And, of course, a nation that saw the rise of a madman intent on the slaughter of an entire people.
Nowhere you go in Germany can you escape that fact. There are little markers and memorials and plaques everywhere.
There are, of course, also the bigger memorials. Like the Holocaust Memorial in Berlin.
And the camps.
Yesterday I went to one of the camps.
Sachsenhausen.
Sachsenhausen sits to the north of Berlin in the little town of Oranienburg. It was created as the model concentration camp for the SS. In addition to the prison camp, there was a barracks for the training of troops who would go on to become concentration camp guards.
I don’t know if you’ve ever been to a camp before, or perhaps the Holocaust Museum in D.C., but from the moment a person came into the camp he or she was stripped of their individuality. Possessions taken away, shaved bald, given striped uniforms to wear, they became nothing in the eyes of the guards.
I’ve been to one other concentration camp — Buchenwald — and at both I was struck by how vast desolate the camps feel.
To be someone stolen from life because of religion or who you married or because you disagreed with party policy and to be locked away in this place where you were less than everything.
I don’t know how people survived the ordeal.
Neither of the camps I’ve been to — Sachsenhausen or Buchenwald — were death camps. They were simply prison camps where the inmates did hard labor and were expected to expire, but extermination was not the goal of Sachsenhausen. Not the way it was at Auschwitz or Treblinka.
I met a man in Birmingham who had survived one of the death camps and I remember him saying how he was so naive going in. That he wanted to believe they weren’t going to die there.
His mother and a younger sibling were taken off to the showers. When this man asked another inmate where all this smoke was suddenly coming from, the inmate told him it was his family.
I don’t know how you go on after that. But, somehow, he did.
At Sachsenhausen you can go inside restored Jewish barracks. You can walk around the area the rest of the buildings stood and see large markers pointing out where the other buildings were.
All over the camp, where there’s a flat surface, you will find stones and other objects.
In Judaism it’s customary to leave, with your left hand, a stone on a gravesite to show you’ve been there. It’s a form of gravetending.
Sachsenhausen is a giant grave. In a way all the camps are.
You are surrounded by death. And you can’t escape it, not at the camp.
It doesn’t matter that it all happened long before you were born. That these were people you did not know, could not have known.
You look at the photographs of the victims, read their writing, read the descriptions of what was done to them and you are overcome. You are overwhelmed.
You find yourself in a wide open area underneath the infirmary barracks and suddenly the sobs start and you can’t breathe and you rush back into the light because the horror all becomes too much.
This is living history.



