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Living history. What exactly does that mean?

In the kitschy-est sense it means people dressing up and re-enacting some historical moment or period. This can be fun, and useful, but for me it distracts from the actual history of a place or a thing.

In Germany it feels like history is living in the most real sense. This is a nation whose past leaders plunged the continent into two bloody wars. And, of course, a nation that saw the rise of a madman intent on the slaughter of an entire people.

Nowhere you go in Germany can you escape that fact. There are little markers and memorials and plaques everywhere.

There are, of course, also the bigger memorials. Like the Holocaust Memorial in Berlin.

And the camps.

Yesterday I went to one of the camps.

Sachsenhausen.

Sachsenhausen sits to the north of Berlin in the little town of Oranienburg. It was created as the model concentration camp for the SS. In addition to the prison camp, there was a barracks for the training of troops who would go on to become concentration camp guards.

I don’t know if you’ve ever been to a camp before, or perhaps the Holocaust Museum in D.C., but from the moment a person came into the camp he or she was stripped of their individuality. Possessions taken away, shaved bald, given striped uniforms to wear, they became nothing in the eyes of the guards.

I’ve been to one other concentration camp — Buchenwald — and at both I was struck by how vast desolate the camps feel.

To be someone stolen from life because of religion or who you married or because you disagreed with party policy and to be locked away in this place where you were less than everything.

I don’t know how people survived the ordeal. 

Neither of the camps I’ve been to — Sachsenhausen or Buchenwald — were death camps. They were simply prison camps where the inmates did hard labor and were expected to expire, but extermination was not the goal of Sachsenhausen. Not the way it was at Auschwitz or Treblinka.

I met a man in Birmingham who had survived one of the death camps and I remember him saying how he was so naive going in. That he wanted to believe they weren’t going to die there.

His mother and a younger sibling were taken off to the showers. When this man asked another inmate where all this smoke was suddenly coming from, the inmate told him it was his family.

I don’t know how you go on after that. But, somehow, he did.

At Sachsenhausen you can go inside restored Jewish barracks. You can walk around the area the rest of the buildings stood and see large markers pointing out where the other buildings were.

All over the camp, where there’s a flat surface, you will find stones and other objects.

In Judaism it’s customary to leave, with your left hand, a stone on a gravesite to show you’ve been there. It’s a form of gravetending.

Sachsenhausen is a giant grave. In a way all the camps are.

You are surrounded by death. And you can’t escape it, not at the camp.

It doesn’t matter that it all happened long before you were born. That these were people you did not know, could not have known.

You look at the photographs of the victims, read their writing, read the descriptions of what was done to them and you are overcome. You are overwhelmed.

You find yourself in a wide open area underneath the infirmary barracks and suddenly the sobs start and you can’t breathe and you rush back into the light because the horror all becomes too much.

This is living history.

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The first time I visited Weimar, it was December. The wintermarket filled the town square and my companions and I wandered about the city for an hour or so before driving back to Leipzig.

What had brought us to Weimar had not been the market, but Buchenwald. Buchenwald is the concentration camp just up the road from the city.

I remember being charmed by Weimar, and needing to be charmed by something, and promising myself to go back one day when I had time.

Last weekend I did.

Weimar, for being such a small place now, is important to Germany’s history. It was there the failed experiment with democracy began after WWI. It is also where Goethe and Schiller and Liszt and Bach and a boatload of other important figures in the 19th Century called home.

I visited both of Goethe’s houses in the city as well as Schiller’s. What struck me about all three was how modest they were. I know the men were writers — although Goethe was also much more — but the rooms in the houses, especially Goethe’s gardenhouse and Schiller’s townhouse, are on top of one another.

How can you ever have privacy?

Although, in Schiller’s case, he did take the entire top floor of his home for himself. So, I suppose, that’s one way to do it.

It was rainy, wet and muddy while I was in Weimar so my plans for spending most of Sunday afternoon in the park along the River Ilm were dashed.

Instead, I went into the large Stadtschloss where Bach spent some time as a violinist.

The palace has a pretty impressive collection of artwork, including some wonderful portraits of Martin Luther by Lucas Cranach the elder, and is, itself, a really gorgeous example of Baroque architecture.

Weimar is celebrating Franz Liszt’s time in the city and I also got to go on a tour, while at the palace, that showcased the old pianos and klaviers. Along the way a young pianist played some of Liszt’s most famous pieces. It wasn’t a bad way to spend a rainy afternoon.

My time in the town was too short. I had hoped to find both Goethe and Schiller’s tombs while there and did not. And, had the weather been nicer, I would have liked to have spent more time simply wandering about.

Even with the rain it was a really pretty place and a nice, quiet, break from Berlin.

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Brussels.
So, what can I say? 
We ate mussels in Brussels. We, of course, had beer in Brussels. 
We sat in Grand Place, dazzled by the glittering of the buildings and by the way the blue sky made the square feel unreal.
We also visited the European Union. Those meetings had potential — the EU is changing, the Eurozone is under pressure, there’s the whole Libya thing. 
Unfortunately, while the first two meetings seemed promising, our afternoon meetings turned into snoozers. The technocrats, while obviously knowledgeable about what they do, did not seem quite sure how to handle journalists. So they moved along with Power Point presentations in a darkened room. After lunch.
This did not go as well as it could have been.
In fact, a bit of a giggle fit (I don’t know what else to call it) broke out toward the end of the last meeting.
Our visit to NATO was better the next day, even though the room had no windows. (At least the EU had that going for it.)
At NATO we encountered officials who were a bit brusque at times, but who were also candid. All of our meetings were off the record. At the EU this did not seem to free anybody up; at NATO, it lead to some pretty interesting conversations.
Our last day in Europe as a group we took a short train ride up to Bruges, with myriad references to the movie In Bruges made along the way. 
It was a charming little city. And, even though it was rainy and wet, it was a nice way to spend our last day together as a group. We went on a short boat ride and then had time to tool around the city on our own before catching the train back to Brussels.
Back in the city it was time for a quick change and then our goodbye dinner. 
The goodbye dinner is also a bit sad because, by the time the fellowship ends, you’ve finally gotten to know this group of individuals. You’re comfortable with them. You want to be around them.
And, now, you’re saying goodbye.
It was a good group. I made friends I will have for the rest of my life. (I hope. I feel like I always need to add caveats to statements like that.) 
Luckily, the RIAS reunion is in October this year. Which means I’ll get to see many of my friends again soon.
(The photo, by the way, is of my very dear friend — and fellow fellow — Julian at a restaurant in Grand Place.)

Brussels.

So, what can I say? 

We ate mussels in Brussels. We, of course, had beer in Brussels. 

We sat in Grand Place, dazzled by the glittering of the buildings and by the way the blue sky made the square feel unreal.

We also visited the European Union. Those meetings had potential — the EU is changing, the Eurozone is under pressure, there’s the whole Libya thing. 

Unfortunately, while the first two meetings seemed promising, our afternoon meetings turned into snoozers. The technocrats, while obviously knowledgeable about what they do, did not seem quite sure how to handle journalists. So they moved along with Power Point presentations in a darkened room. After lunch.

This did not go as well as it could have been.

In fact, a bit of a giggle fit (I don’t know what else to call it) broke out toward the end of the last meeting.

Our visit to NATO was better the next day, even though the room had no windows. (At least the EU had that going for it.)

At NATO we encountered officials who were a bit brusque at times, but who were also candid. All of our meetings were off the record. At the EU this did not seem to free anybody up; at NATO, it lead to some pretty interesting conversations.

Our last day in Europe as a group we took a short train ride up to Bruges, with myriad references to the movie In Bruges made along the way. 

It was a charming little city. And, even though it was rainy and wet, it was a nice way to spend our last day together as a group. We went on a short boat ride and then had time to tool around the city on our own before catching the train back to Brussels.

Back in the city it was time for a quick change and then our goodbye dinner. 

The goodbye dinner is also a bit sad because, by the time the fellowship ends, you’ve finally gotten to know this group of individuals. You’re comfortable with them. You want to be around them.

And, now, you’re saying goodbye.

It was a good group. I made friends I will have for the rest of my life. (I hope. I feel like I always need to add caveats to statements like that.) 

Luckily, the RIAS reunion is in October this year. Which means I’ll get to see many of my friends again soon.

(The photo, by the way, is of my very dear friend — and fellow fellow — Julian at a restaurant in Grand Place.)

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This is a post about beer and bonding.
I have maintained, since my first experience as a RIAS fellow six years ago, that just as important as the meetings and the travel and the high level access the fellowship affords you is the chance it provides for networking.
I’m not talking stiff, professional, “let’s talk about scratching backs” networking — I’m talking the kind of networking that allows you to build deep social bonds with other individuals.
RIAS fellows come from all over the place. This group tended to come from networks or large markets — but, typically, fellows come from places big and small. They have diverse views on the world, diverse life experiences.
An eclectic group, if you will.
It’s hard to form a bond with people you’ve just met. But, when you are with them virtually 24 hours a day, 7 days a week for two weeks, the bonds form. And they form fast.
And it’s not just about finding someone to commiserate with about newsroom politics or budget cuts or workload. It’s also about finding someone to talk to about relationships and hopes and fears and dreams.
Finding people you are comfortable being a fool in front of. 
One of my favorite memories, from either trip, took place our first evening in Brussels. Rainer (the head of RIAS in Germany) took us out to dinner and then led an expedition for waffles and a visit to Manneken Pis. (I will write more about that later.)
Some of us decided to have a drink at a nearby bar before heading back to the hotel.
We crowded into a booth near a fireplace, drank and gossiped.  The bartender was playing 80’s music and someone mentioned how he’d like to hear Human League.
Next thing you know, “Don’t You Want Me” is playing. We all look at each other and suddenly we’re singing at the tops of our lungs.
I attempted to resist, but simply could not.
“Don’t you want me, oooooohhhhhh.”
It was one of those moments that simply does not happen in real life. And, yet, it did.
In a bar, in Brussels, surrounded by people I barely knew, I was singing and dancing and, generally, making a fool of myself.
And I felt so good. I felt so free.
When the song ended we all looked at each other and just laughed.
What else could we do?
Experiences like that are what make RIAS special. That time to relax over a few beers, forget the rest of our lives and lose ourselves in a song. 
Even if maybe we regret losing ourselves quite so much when we have to be up early the next morning.

This is a post about beer and bonding.

I have maintained, since my first experience as a RIAS fellow six years ago, that just as important as the meetings and the travel and the high level access the fellowship affords you is the chance it provides for networking.

I’m not talking stiff, professional, “let’s talk about scratching backs” networking — I’m talking the kind of networking that allows you to build deep social bonds with other individuals.

RIAS fellows come from all over the place. This group tended to come from networks or large markets — but, typically, fellows come from places big and small. They have diverse views on the world, diverse life experiences.

An eclectic group, if you will.

It’s hard to form a bond with people you’ve just met. But, when you are with them virtually 24 hours a day, 7 days a week for two weeks, the bonds form. And they form fast.

And it’s not just about finding someone to commiserate with about newsroom politics or budget cuts or workload. It’s also about finding someone to talk to about relationships and hopes and fears and dreams.

Finding people you are comfortable being a fool in front of. 

One of my favorite memories, from either trip, took place our first evening in Brussels. Rainer (the head of RIAS in Germany) took us out to dinner and then led an expedition for waffles and a visit to Manneken Pis. (I will write more about that later.)

Some of us decided to have a drink at a nearby bar before heading back to the hotel.

We crowded into a booth near a fireplace, drank and gossiped.  The bartender was playing 80’s music and someone mentioned how he’d like to hear Human League.

Next thing you know, “Don’t You Want Me” is playing. We all look at each other and suddenly we’re singing at the tops of our lungs.

I attempted to resist, but simply could not.

“Don’t you want me, oooooohhhhhh.”

It was one of those moments that simply does not happen in real life. And, yet, it did.

In a bar, in Brussels, surrounded by people I barely knew, I was singing and dancing and, generally, making a fool of myself.

And I felt so good. I felt so free.

When the song ended we all looked at each other and just laughed.

What else could we do?

Experiences like that are what make RIAS special. That time to relax over a few beers, forget the rest of our lives and lose ourselves in a song. 

Even if maybe we regret losing ourselves quite so much when we have to be up early the next morning.

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After we visited Leipzig we moved on to Cologne. We were only there for a day and a half, which didn’t give us much time to see many sights.

The first thing on the agenda was a stop by the RTL studios for a chat with Peter Kloeppel, aka “Dashing Peter.”

Kloeppel is the lead anchor for RTL’s nightly newscast as well as RTL’s chief editor. He spoke with us about how commercial TV news operates in Germany and gave us a bit more information about the differences between commercial and public broadcasters.

After his talk with us, we went on a tour of the facility. It’s fairly new and is right on the River Rhine. 

The entire set, except the anchor desk and chair, is green screened. (I’m not sure how this compares to NBC or any other nightly newscast back home.) 

Of course, a stop by a set means it’s time for photos. 

That evening we went to dinner on the other side of the river, not far from the cathedral, where we enjoyed kolsch. Kolsch is a specialty of Cologne and is a bit on the hoppy side.

It was the evening of the summer solstice, so a few of us meandered further along the river to enjoy the light before heading back to our hotel.

The bridge we used to get back and forth is a train bridge. Along the pedestrian walkway lovers fasten locks — signifying their commitment to one another.

I said, if I lived in Cologne, it would become my hobby to snip locks. 

Because I’m obviously evil.

The next day we visited the cathedral, which is incredibly beautiful, as well as the Roman ruins in town.

Then off to Brussels!

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The last time I actually wrote anything of substance we were in Leipzig, so I’ll pick up there.

After our tour of sites important to the GDR protests of the late 1980’s (I wrote about that earlier) we visited a commercial radio station in the city.

PSR is just one of the properties owned by a larger radio conglomerate. It’s housed in a building near the old town hall and has a beautiful view of St. Thomas Church and the market square below.

Walking in I realized it was my first visit to a commercial broadcaster in Germany. During my last RIAS trip, and on my other visits, I’ve only ever been inside public broadcasters. I was struck by how similar the operation at PSR is to commercial broadcasters in the States.

I interned at WTAM Newsradio 1100 in Cleveland about a hundred years ago and the studio set up and automation were not all that different. 

It was interesting to learn PSR has been turning a profit for years. It has had it’s ups and downs, but, according to our guide, has been on an upswing the last year or so.

Of course, commercial broadcasters in Germany are battling the larger public broadcasters for audience and, like public radio and TV in the United States, the commercial broadcasters are winning in the target young adult demographic.

The difference is that public broadcasting in Germany is funded by a license. If you have a TV or radio in your home, you have to pay a fee for it. This fee then goes into the coffers of the public broadcasters.

Commercial broadcasters do not like this; public broadcasters worry cries for a move away from the fee system will gain more ground. 

I actually got a chance to visit the big public broadcaster while in Leipzig. A friend of mine is a reporter there for the venerable Taggeshau and invited me and another fellow to attend MDR’s — the region’s public broadcaster — private 20th anniversary party.

First of all, the station is located in what appears, to my inexperienced eye, to be a shady part of town. My traveling partner was African American and after hearing how he should be careful where he goes in the east because of the rise of neo-Nazism, we were both a bit on edge. 

The fact our cabbie was mean and spoke violent Russian did not help the situation.

(Seriously, I thought he was going to rob us and dump us in some remote corner of the city.)

We both sighed with relief when he pulled in front of MDR’s complex and we could get out of the cab.

The complex is … well, it’s amazing.

The main production building is this tall glass skyscraper that has incredible views of the city. It sits on the site of an old slaughterhouse complex and they’ve turned the original yellow brick buildings into office and archive space.

The party, by the way, was not small. There were easily 2,000 people there when my friend and I arrived. And we arrived and left early. This was no small event.

My MDR reporter friend, Michael, took my RIAS colleague and I around the complex. He showed us the view from the top floor, the newsroom for a program and the studios on the very bottom.

Afterward it was time for currywurst and beer before we, the RIAS fellow and I, headed back into town to join the other fellows at the official Leipzig dinner at Auerbachs Keller.

Goethe spent a lot of time at the restaurant when he lived in Leipzig and a pivotal scene in Faust takes place there.

After dinner a few fellows and I wandered into a biker bar and lived to tell the tale.

Barely.

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I realize I’ve neglected this blog.

Internet was spotty and expensive on the second leg of the trip.

I’ll be writing more in-depth about our visits to Leipzig, Cologne, Brussels and Bruges over the next few days.

Also, today the US women’s World Cup team plays North Korea. You’ll be able to find me parked at an outside seat at a local cafe.

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Quick update.
We’re in Leipzig. Yesterday we had freetime and then dinner with German journalists.
Today we took a walking tour of the city, focused on the places that were important in the protests in 1989 that brought the GDR down. We stood outside Nikoliakirche, walked to Augustus Platz and then wound up at the Stasi Museum.
On October 9 the most important protest happened. It was the night that the Stasi, and GDR police/military, were prepared to go to any means necessary to stop the revolution.
They did not. 
Instead they let the tens of thousands of protesters march. The protesters were careful not to commit any violent acts themselves; they wanted to give the Stasi no reason to shoot into the crowd.
Over the course of months the protests would continue, the Wall would fall and Stasi buildings would be taken over by protesters.
The one in Leipzig is a museum and the physical space has been left the way it was when it was taken over.
There are bars on the windows, the Stasi coat of arms, images of Stalin, Lenin, Marx and Engels.
It is a strange, strange place to be.

Quick update.

We’re in Leipzig. Yesterday we had freetime and then dinner with German journalists.

Today we took a walking tour of the city, focused on the places that were important in the protests in 1989 that brought the GDR down. We stood outside Nikoliakirche, walked to Augustus Platz and then wound up at the Stasi Museum.

On October 9 the most important protest happened. It was the night that the Stasi, and GDR police/military, were prepared to go to any means necessary to stop the revolution.

They did not. 

Instead they let the tens of thousands of protesters march. The protesters were careful not to commit any violent acts themselves; they wanted to give the Stasi no reason to shoot into the crowd.

Over the course of months the protests would continue, the Wall would fall and Stasi buildings would be taken over by protesters.

The one in Leipzig is a museum and the physical space has been left the way it was when it was taken over.

There are bars on the windows, the Stasi coat of arms, images of Stalin, Lenin, Marx and Engels.

It is a strange, strange place to be.

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Off to Leipzig.

Yesterday we visited things mostly outside Berlin, including the Wannsee Villa and Fredrick the Great’s San Souci.

In the evening it was cabaret and then dinner for most of us together.

This morning begins the second whirlwind week of RIAS. Today down to Leipzig. Then Cologne and finally Brussels at week’s end.

I think I will go visit St. Thomas Church once we get to Leipzig. It was the church where Bach was choirmaster.

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The highlight of today, for me, was our visit to Hohenshonhausen. It was the central prison for the Stasi — the East German secret police.
The Stasi had informers, spies, everywhere. You never knew who might be keeping track of you.
Our guide today, Vera Lengsfeld, was a civil rights activist in the DDR. (Communist East Germany.) She was arrest and imprisoned by the Stasi. Eventually, after a series of protests, she was kicked out of East Germany. She took her two little children with her; her eldest stayed behind.
A year and a half later she returned to Berlin — she re-entered East Germany the day the Wall came down and was at the Wall when it happened.
Years later, when she was going over her Stasi file, she discovered her husband — an East German poet and intellectual — had worked for the Stasi. 
Can you imagine what that must have been like? To find out, years later, your husband was informing on you?
I really cannot put into words what it feels like to be in that place. The first time I was there, in 2005, I had my first panic attack ever when we all crammed into one of the cells.
It’s just so awful. 
The Soviets used the prison in pre-DDR days and at least 7-thousand people died there. Of starvation. Of heat or cold. Of torture.
So much evil happened in that one place. 
It’s hard to understand.
If you’d like to hear from a former Stasi victim what life was like in the prison, you can listen to the piece I produced after my first RIAS fellowship.
One Stasi Victim’s Story features Hans Eberhard Zahn. Suspected of being a spy, he was not.

The highlight of today, for me, was our visit to Hohenshonhausen. It was the central prison for the Stasi — the East German secret police.

The Stasi had informers, spies, everywhere. You never knew who might be keeping track of you.

Our guide today, Vera Lengsfeld, was a civil rights activist in the DDR. (Communist East Germany.) She was arrest and imprisoned by the Stasi. Eventually, after a series of protests, she was kicked out of East Germany. She took her two little children with her; her eldest stayed behind.

A year and a half later she returned to Berlin — she re-entered East Germany the day the Wall came down and was at the Wall when it happened.

Years later, when she was going over her Stasi file, she discovered her husband — an East German poet and intellectual — had worked for the Stasi. 

Can you imagine what that must have been like? To find out, years later, your husband was informing on you?

I really cannot put into words what it feels like to be in that place. The first time I was there, in 2005, I had my first panic attack ever when we all crammed into one of the cells.

It’s just so awful. 

The Soviets used the prison in pre-DDR days and at least 7-thousand people died there. Of starvation. Of heat or cold. Of torture.

So much evil happened in that one place. 

It’s hard to understand.

If you’d like to hear from a former Stasi victim what life was like in the prison, you can listen to the piece I produced after my first RIAS fellowship.

One Stasi Victim’s Story features Hans Eberhard Zahn. Suspected of being a spy, he was not.

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